Thank you to all those that responded, I feel better and stronger. I CAN BEAT THIS CAUSE I AM A STRONG WOMAN. I also found that mediation at night helps with Positive thoughts before sleep. Free apps avail online
A couple of months ago I posted a quote from Carl Jung. "I am not what happened to me. I am what I choose to become." I think that we have all chosen to be strong, caring and compassionate women supporting each other.